Journal Entry

I have lived 20 months without you, every day wishing it was just a bad dream. I want you back, not to put you back into your suffering...

Today, ten days before my ahya Enzo’s 18th birthday I have finished the 5th book from his collection, All Bright Places.

He made me a mom, a role that has transformed my life in ways I could never have imagined.

Don’t keep your grief hidden. Put your sorrow into words. The grief you keep inside will whisper in your heart until it breaks. -William...

January 28, 2021. I turned on your computer. I don't know what to expect but I got caught up with the saved mp4 on your desktop. I...

40days had passed...when asked, how are you? How are you feeling? Are you okay? Musta na? I have nothing to say because I am still broken...

It has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me and James: shock, broken, helpless, and confused. But for me, the most overwhelming is...

One fine morning, I stood beside him, seized the moment he allowed me to share his spot with him. My sweet Enzo was no longer a little...

Feeling beyond helpless, I could feel our dear Lorenzo was very quiet and lonely about something, I didn’t even know about what, much...