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Friday, 01142022
Almighty Father, thank you even if it hurts big time... even if I don't understand. James and I had a heartfelt moment. Once again, he...

Cindy Lucero
Jan 14, 20222 min read


Love letter to my baby
My dear sweet Vito, You and ahya are our life greatest blessing and we love watching you grow together! But there are things beyond our...

Cindy Lucero
Oct 14, 20212 min read


Friday, 10082021
I have learned to surrender all my sufferings to Him. I continue to express all my heart's desires, but now I rely on His will because God understands my weaknesses.

Cindy Lucero
Oct 8, 20211 min read


✨ October’s Quiet Gifts ✨
Another celebration without you, ahya. 💙 With every bead of the Rosary, I lift our pain to Mama Mary, trusting in the love and grace of Jesus. Forever #mysonshine

Cindy Lucero
Oct 1, 20212 min read


Monday, 09272021
He made me a mom, a role that has transformed my life in ways I could never have imagined.

Cindy Lucero
Sep 27, 20212 min read


Wayback Wednesday
I wish this particular “Wayback Wednesday” was wacky, witty, and waggish. Unfortunately, it was despairing, heartbreaking, and grieving....

Cindy Lucero
Aug 25, 20214 min read


Oh My Grief Is Crazy
Don’t keep your grief hidden. Put your sorrow into words. The grief you keep inside will whisper in your heart until it breaks. -William...

Cindy Lucero
Jul 17, 20215 min read


Happy Birthday Enzo!
My Dearest Enzo, It's your 17th birthday!!! This year is a huge different. You are up there in heaven, and we're down here celebrating...

Cindy Lucero
Jun 11, 20216 min read


Mom's Day Without Enzo
Mother's Day. I woke up beaming at the ray of sunshine, determined to seize the day in the most positive way as I promised to write happy...

Cindy Lucero
May 10, 20213 min read


Day 100: I decided to celebrate and share your life
My dear Enzo, It's been 100 days since you went home to Jesus. I want you to know that my love for you has not changed. As I have said to...

Cindy Lucero
May 7, 20213 min read


Kuya's 3rd Year in Heaven
"Very truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy." John 16:20...

Cindy Lucero
May 3, 20212 min read


Bye Marcus
Our dog, Marcus, passed away this morning. Mixed emotions. I cried while praying for Enzo. I am happy that they are now together in...

Cindy Lucero
Apr 24, 20212 min read


Day 40: Dear Enzo
40days had passed...when asked, how are you? How are you feeling? Are you okay? Musta na? I have nothing to say because I am still broken...

Cindy Lucero
Mar 7, 20213 min read


Time's up!
One fine morning, I stood beside him, seized the moment he allowed me to share his spot with him. My sweet Enzo was no longer a little...

Cindy Lucero
Feb 17, 20212 min read
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